Sweet High School Memory

Wednesday, January 25, 2012

Went to my High School with Tiara and Devi.

Meet Bu Endang, Pak Dede, Bu Lana, Bu Lily, Bu Darwita.

Mas Andre's Office, Mas Andre's Friends

Tuesday, January 24, 2012


I went to Wisma Bakrie.

Happy Lunar New Year!!

Monday, January 23, 2012

Another Holiday!!

Lazy Sunday

Sunday, January 22, 2012

Woke up really late.

Deany went to her friend’s wedding.

I went to have a lunch with Bapak and Adrian.

Tugu Tani Accident

Perfect Weekend

Saturday, January 21, 2012

I spent my Saturday night with Bapak and Deany. We went to Pondok Indah Mall to watch ‘Iron Lady’. It’s not the sequel of ‘Iron Man’ of course. I’m joking. I know you all know the Iron Lady Margareth Tatcher. She’s the first woman prime minister in Europe. As a feminist, I usually adore that kinda person. But I hate her because she’s a capitalist monster, and under her rule, England took Malvinas, or Falkland, from Argentina.

Well, she’s not a bad person. There are no such thing as villain and victim in politic and war. There are only sides: our country or the enemies’ country, our ideology or their ideology, the winner or the one who lost the war. In this case, I’m on Argentina’s side, since I’m a big fan of that country, and between the capitalists and the socialists, I’m always on the socialist side. And by the way, the islands were in Argentina territory. What the hell are the British doin there?

Friday... Free Day...

Friday, January 20, 2012

I left the house so early. Adrian was alone at home.

See Yaa... My Best Friend!

Thursday, January 19, 2012

Today Anka left for London.

Kick Off

Wednesday, January 18, 2012

I've got nothing to do on the morning, I've got no appointment today. But this afternoon, the company I work with had a big event. It's called 'Kick Off'. It was held at Jakarta International Expo, Kemayoran.

I left house at 11. I went to the office first to take the ticket, then I had to walk to Jalan Sabang to catch the bus number P15 that go to Senen Terminal. From Senen I took the bus number P10 to Kemayoran. I was supposed to be there at 12.30..., oh wait, not supposed to, but it's written like that in the invitation. I know it must started around 2 pm or something.

Anyway, I arrived there at 3 pm I guess. When I came inside the hall they were promoting the new leaders of 2012. I met a nice man sitting next to me. He is one of Million Dollar Round Table (MDRT) member.

I left the hall in the middle of the UM promotion and just walked around the building u til the AM promotion was over.

Oh, and btw, I just realized that this post is my 100th post!! Yeay!!

One Beautiful Morning

I had to go to the airport today. I had to take Adrian’s passport there. Adrian would be there at 7 or so. He’d come from Jogja. Then he’d leave right away.

I’ve asked the X-Trans yesterday and they said I had to take the car that leave at 4.30 am, so I gotta be there by 4.15 am. I was like, ‘Oh my God, how am I supposed to do that?’

I didn’t really sleep last night. My friends left around 10.30 pm. I finished the rest of the meal myself. I finished eating at 11 or so.

I just finished my dinner, so I couldn’t just sleep. I sprayed my bedroom with the mosquito spray thingy, and while waiting, I washed the dishes, tidied up the table, and wrote my diary for a while. I made some daily plans then I went upstairs to take a shower. Then finally I could take a little nap. It was 2:10 am. I’ve set the alarm to ring at 3:45. When it rang, I wasn’t really asleep. I didn’t even have a dream.

I was so exhausted, and pissed because the X-Trans I should take was too early, because I couldn’t get the seats for the other cars those depart from BTC after 4.30 am.

Wow! It was like the first time I ever leave the house that early, only by myself. I was afraid because it was still dark and everybody still sleeping. It was kinda creepy. I just prayed while walking to the security post. I already planned to asked the security guard to take me to BTC with his motorcycle, and I’d pay him.

But when I arrived at the security post, I found the guard sleeping. I didn’t wanna wake him. So I waited for taxi or the public car. But there were no public car that goes to BTC. And all the taxi that passed was booked by someone so they didn’t wanna stop. So finally I’ve gotta wake the security guard up anyway.

But at least he didn’t have to take me to BTC himself. There was an ojeg rider slept in the post with him. The ojeg took me to BTC.

It was all creepy. I was afraid of the dark, my own imagination, then came the paranoid mind that something really bad might happen because I went outside that early. I mean, I heard some stories of pretty bad traffic accidents happened in that early morning. So I prayed all the time I was on the motorcycle. Then, the X-trans airport car left BTC on 4.30 am. The driver drove so fast and… well, it felt unsafe, but it might just because I was in the backseat.

When it was still dark, lot of paranoid mind came to me. I thought of so many bad things, sad things, things those make me angry, and sometimes some funny things too. I’m not a dark-person. I hate dark. But, you know, to go to the airport, I’ve gotta go through the same way that I should passed to go to Karawaci. So the small trip brought back some memories. Those beautiful ones.

I remembered how my family would do simply anything for me. I remember Mama took me to the printing place a lot. Most of the time in the early morning when the sky was still dark. Mom took me with Deany. Sometimes with Adrian. Sometimes with Bapak. Sometimes with Nur. Bapak and Deany also took me some couple of times.

Then suddenly I realized how lucky I am, blessed with such wonderful family. I’ve always been surrounded by wonderful people.

I’ve always feel these paranoid feelings, uneasy feelings. It’s like I just could not be happy. I don’t seem to have that ability to be happy. And it’s not what I have or do not have around me. It’s just some kinda mental illness that I think maybe genetic (of course I can’t tell you here from which side).

I asked myself, and sometimes also others, “Could I work in this kinda industry?” “Could a person with mental illness be successful in this kinda business?”

I’ve always been so paranoid, insecure about everything, and I’m workin on an industry that talks about risks all the time. Isn’t it silly?

I, maybe just like most people, am so worried about these risks: death, critical illness, and disability. I’m afraid of what would happen if one of them happened to me. That’s why I spent so much for insurance. I spent more than 50% of my income to cover my income. But since I have a very wise agent, I can’t have more protection than I really need. He didn’t let me be more valuable when I’m incapable.

Anyway, the point is, I’m so bipolar. I feel like blowing up all the time. I feel sad when I’m happy, I feel happy when I’m sad. When something bad happened, I’d be sad and pissed that it happened. When something good happened, when I was enjoying something, I’d be sad and pissed because I knew it won’t last long. It won’t last forever.

Sometimes I just hate the fact that all these things aren’t permanent. They’re all temporary. I asked myself over and over again, “If all these things aren’t permanent, how am I supposed to be happy, knowing that fact? What am I going to do about this? What’s the point?”

This morning when the sun finally came up, I suddenly got this enlightenment.

Suddenly I realize that all I’ve gotta do is just enjoying everything while it last. Now some of you might wanna laugh reading this, especially from a person like me, and I used to laugh at this too. But you know, they’re all true. Those happy, successful people are right about this one: if you wanna be happy, you just have to feel thankful about everything.

Thank God for everything I’m now having. Respect what I already have. Thank more, smile more, and give more.

I can’t be happy because I give less than what I’ve received. God has given so much to me. But I hardly gave back to others. My family does everything to me, my family gives so much to me. I don’t do anything for my family. That’s why I’m not happy.

I don’t have communication with God. It makes me unhappy.

God gave me this perfect life: wonderful family, wonderful friends, wonderful life, the health, this breathe I take, every single beautiful second I have.

Well, now when people got some enlightenment, they are either gonna be a better person or gonna die. So, now that I feel like having some enlightenment from God, I wish I was the first one.

Oh, God, please don’t ever kill me! Just make me a better person and let me live lots longer than anybody else as a better person.

And when I was in the airport, it was beautiful moment of my life. The sky was still dark, but from the fresh air, I could tell you that it was morning already.

So, while waiting for Adrian, I sat there at the KFC, having breakfast and coffee, enjoying sunrise and morning weather, writing my notes. The sky was so beautiful. Around me, lots of people were busy with their own business, got ready for their flight. Such a beautiful morning.

Krazy Monday

Monday, January 16, 2012

Wow! This was such a krazzzy day!!!

Huff! It felt like a real Monday! So busy with the crazy traffic.

This day started pretty awful.

I’ve made a plan yesterday. I planned that today I’ll wake up at 5, pray, do some exercise, helping Deany and Adrian get prepared for their business, and then I’ll get prepared myself. For me myself, today was the first day of meeting in a new office, with new friends, and new atmosphere. Dana has decided to move our team to the new office this year. And today we were trying to come and see one of the candidates. The meeting started at 9.30 am. So, I’ve gotta wake up early so I could be there on time.

Deany’s gotta leave really early to Kramat Jati. Today she started to have an internship in the RS POLRI (National Police Hospital). She woke up really early and Ella picked her up at 5 am. Adrian woke up so early too because he’s gotta go for duty. The Garuda car picked him up at 7 or so maybe. And me, I didn’t wake up as I’ve planned.

I just woke up at 8, I guess. And I got panicked. Everybody has left the house. And Adrian forgot his passport! Today he’s flying to other city. But tomorrow he’s gonna have flight abroad. He’s gonna need his passport, and he’s got no time to go home. So I’ve gotta take the passport to the airport tomorrow.

Anyway, woke up really late made my early day a mess. I didn’t think clearly. I couldn’t think, to be honest. I needed to take care of some house business, so when I left the house, it was almost 9 am. I took a cab, wishing that I wouldn’t be late, but... oh, My, God! The highway was sooo… damn… crowded! It’s been crowded even since the toll gate! And by crowded I mean like real…crowded! Those cars in front of my taxi was like stopping. They didn’t move! We didn’t move!

So, not only still getting there late, but I also had to spend lots of money for the damn taxi. I was really, really pissed. At myself, actually. Because I was so stupid. I mean…, first I woke up late, because I’ve been awake at 5 am, but then I fell asleep again after turning off my phone alarm. Then I took a cab which is so damn expensive, but on a second thoughts, taking the bus would not do any different. I was like, “Oh my God! Why are you so stupid!”

Then my friend asked where was I, and he said something about I didn’t take this meeting seriously, and I got pissed at him while I actually realize that he did nothing wrong.

I was so pissed when I was in the taxi. But then I came to the meeting. Mrs. Jeannette Sulindro was the speaker. And she was soo… amazing! So, so, so amazing! I always adore Mrs. Jeannette Sulindro. She’s a great woman. When I heard her speaking, I forgot about how pissed I was. She just cheered me up. And I smiled for the rest of the meeting. Thank God that I work in this incredible industry with incredible people.

From my old office, there were me, Dana, Putra, Hani, and Mr. Benjamin Sulindro, Mrs. Jeannette Sulindro’s little brother. He’s also a great person. I adore him.

After the meeting, Dana changed his plan to do some other try outs in other candidates of new offices. He decided that this one we saw today is already great. He decided to move his team there.

After the meeting, Dana took me and Putra to the Karet bus stop. Me and Putra took a Trans Jakarta bus. Putra went to Ratu Plaza to catch Trans BSD bus, and I went to Blok M to meet my prospective client. But…, I couldn’t reach her. So finally I went home. And because I was wearing a very mini skirt, I didn’t wanna take the bus. I went home by another taxi, and met another crazy traffic. Damn! Travelling in Jakarta really took a lot of time and money! I hate Jakarta, to be honest. I hate big city.

Anyway, I took a rest for a while. And by while, I mean really, really short time. I didn't really take a rest. I had to wash some of my clothes. Then I had to go again. I had to shop, because I was asking some of my friends to come and said I would cook for them. So I went to my BFF, Dinda’s house to give her something for her birthday. Well, I brought her lychee pudding and coffee pudding. They were my experiments. I hope she likes it.

The problem was, I was trying to go through the shortcut to her house. But it was the first time I went by myself. Usually I always go to Dinda’s house through another way, the main road. But I did the stupid thing for the 2^nd time today. So, instead of getting there faster, I took a little more time to get there.

Anyway, when I was in Dinda’s house, suddenly Ade called me, saying that she was already in front of my house! Oh my God! Poor Ade…

I went home as soon as possible. But the traffic was really, really crazy the whole day! It was so crowded near the toll gate of Bintaro – BSD. Then I still had to buy some couple of things, and also go to Bintaro Trade Centre (BTC) to book a seat for tomorrow morning. Oh, I’ve got to be at the airport by 7 am or so, and it means I’ve got to take the x-trans that departs from BTC at least by 5.30 am. But all the seats for 5.30 and 5 were already booked, so I’ve gotta take the bus that depart from BTC at 4.30! And it means I’ve got to be there at 4.15 am! Oh my God! How am I supposed to do that?

So I finally went home. I went to Yulin’s house to pick her up. But she told me to just pay the taxi there, because she’d drive her own car. So I went home with Yulind. Ade’s been waiting for me for one hour. She almost leave when I arrived at home.

So, finally I started cooking my favorite fettuccini carbonara. While waiting, I told Yulind and Ade to enjoy the puddings. There were coffee pudding, lychee pudding, and lychee yogurt pudding. After tasting the puddings, Ade and Yulind helped me out with the fettuccini. Ade helped me grate the cheese. I chopped the onions. Well, actually Ade did help me a lot.

The pasta was already boiled with butter. When all the ingredients were ready, we almost started to cook. But then I opened the fridge and realized that I was run of milk. So I went out to buy some milk in Circle K. I was about to take my bike, but then my other best friend, Lin Fie came. So I went to Circle K with her car, bought milk, then came back home.

I cooked with Ade while Lin Fie and Yulind were waiting in the dinning room.

And finally we enjoyed the food together! Nyummy! Everybody loves the food.

We ate, had a easy pep talk, laughed, really had fun.

Ade left earlier than the others. It was 9.30 pm. Yulind and Lin Fie stayed for a little longer. They helped me washing the dishes. It was really nice.

Deany's Finally Away from Home

Sunday, January 15, 2012

Me, Deany, Adrian, Nadia went to Kramat Jati.

I made lots of pudding today.

Just Another Sat

Saturday, January 14, 2012

Wait...i'll write somethin bout today...

Happy Friday the 13th

Friday, January 13, 2012

The first 13 in January was on Friday! Yay!

Ugh... I Hate (This Kinda) Surprise

Thursday, January 12, 2012

After days of gloomy weather, finally, today’s weather was pretty sunny.

Perfect!

But… OMG! Another surprise!

This early morning, my maid asked our permission, to go to her village for some couple of days.

She said her mother was sick and has been at the hospital for days.

All Day in Lebak Bulus

Wednesday, January 11, 2012

Oh dear, this day felt like a holiday!

Mama went to Holland: probably just arrived when I wrote this post.

It’s really good that Mama went to Holland. Mama really needs some rest. We kinda need it too. So, we both can have some rest together.

I hope she’s having fun there, because I am having fun here.

Today I had 2 appointments, both in Point Square, Lebak Bulus.

Crazy Thought

"I feel like everything's gonna blow."

That was the first thing crossed in my mind when I started this post.

I don't know why, but I feel so gloomy today.


It might be the rain that keeps falling.

It might be those things I've gotta deal with, while I've got no time to.

It might be the fact that my baby hasn't been eating all day.

It might be the fact that I didn't play futsal last Thursday.

For the one I met on Thursday, please understand how big the sacrifice I've made, just to meet you.

Maybe it's this and that.

But once again, what if it was just me?

What if the only thing goin on here is that I'm just incapable of being happy.

Well, actually I can be happy for some moments. But my mood is just like roller coaster.

I'm so bipolar. I don't understand my self.

Maybe I'm too sensitive.

Today I just heard that one of my seniors in junior high just passed away.

She was hit by a motorcycle some couple of days ago. She's been in a coma for days, then today she finally gone.

It's sad. And also surprising. Shocking!

It made me thinking how short life is. How unexpected life is.

I always pray to God to give me long life. I pray that God would never take me. That God would let me enjoy this life more than anybody else.

Death sucks.

It made me gloomy. I hate it.

I hate so many things.

Maybe that's why it's kinda hard for me to be happy.

I feel this uneasy feeling 

Ok. Bye!

Have a Nice Trip, Mom!

Tuesday, January 10, 2012

After days of rainy morning, finally the sun came up this morning. The sun finally shone. Oh this morning was sooo… beautiful!

I woke up at 6 something. I slept a little bit more, but then I realize how sunny outside. So I jumped outta bed and took Bulbul for a walk. I really enjoyed the sunshine. After these rainy days, I realize how precious sunshine is.

So today my mom is gonna fly to Holland with one of her bestfriends, Tante Hafni. In the morning, Mama made smoked beef sandwiches for breakfast, then took Deany to the dentistry clinic in Mustopo as always.

I was supposed to meet my friend in Tangerang. But she cancelled the meeting, so when Adrian woke up, I asked him to watch the DVD with me.

We watched ‘Dream House’, a psycho-thriller movie about a happy family who just started living in a new house. The actors were pretty famous, such as Daniel Craig, Rachel Weisz, and Naomi Watts. Rachel Weisz looked so beautiful in that movie. Well, actually she always looks really good in any movie. She’s so pretty.

In the afternoon, Stevie came to my house. He is the cousin of Mbak Vina, from her father’s side. Stevie just came to give something for Mbak Vina. If you haven’t read anything I wrote about Mbak Vina, I’ll tell you now, that she is my cousin who lives in Rotterdam, Holland. She’s been living there since 2002. So, if there were anything we need to give to her, we gave it to anyone from the family who were going to Holland.

Mama herself needs to go to Holland to visit Opa Heru, his uncle who lives in Den Haag. Opa Heru wants to come to Jakarta, so Mama has to pick him up, because he’s already blind.

Stevie just came to give Mama something for Mbak Vina then left. Om Gusye, the father of Mbak Vina, came some couple of times after Stevie left. He also wanna give something for Mbak Vina. He brought a big bag of Mbak Vina’s favorite Indonesian snacks. He stayed for a while to have a little chat, then came back to his shop in BSD. He lives in BSD by the way.

Oh, I also wanna tell you about Om Gusye. He’s a very nice and charming guy. Actually, he’s just exactly the male version of Mbak Vina: funny, talkative, lovable, very friendly. I called him Papa when I was little.

Then, in the evening, finally Tante Hafni and her family pick Mama up. Tante Hafni was with her husband, Om Gatot, and two of their four kids, Mbak Lia and Fany. They were gonna take Mama and Tante Hafni to the airport. I had an appointment with Mbak Lia. So I meant to come with them to the airport. But the car was already really, really full, because both Mama and Tante Hafni carried lots of big suitcases. So I couldn’t come, and had to cancel my appointment again.

Right after Mama left, Adrian also left. He went to Plaza Senayan to watch at the cinema with his friends.

I watched 'Hit List' with Deany tonight. I didn't expect that movie to be such a good movie.

Happy Birthday, Dinda!!

Monday, January 09, 2012

Happy birthday, my best friend, Emeralda Noor Achni!

Emeralda Noor Achni, or people usually call her Dinda, is my very, very best friend. She’s one of my favorite people around me. She’s really funny, imaginative, creative, and seriously smart. I always feel like I can tell simply anything to her. I can tell my feelings, my secrets, my interests—any interest, whether we share the interest or not. She’s even so much better than diaries!

Today, for her birthday, she made some kinda quiz. She would treat two people who give her the most unique birthday wishes via twitter. Sadly I didn’t have internet connection the whole day. The internet in my house has been disconnected since three days ago. So I didn’t participate in that quiz. D’oh I couldn’t even post this post on time. L

Anyway, I really hope the best for you, my dearest best friend.

So, today, my agenda was meeting my friend in Steak n Shake Bintaro sector 3 at the evening. The whole day I just stayed at home, writing my diary, some articles, and thoughts. That was really fun!

At night all of my family, including me, left the house to take care of each own business. They took me to Steak n Shake at 8. Oh! Still raining even in the evening! Crazy!

Sorry, farmer, but I hate rain! Well, too much rain is not good for the paddies too, right Mr. Farmer?

Happy Wedding Sindi and Putra!!!

Sunday, January 08, 2012

Today is a big day for my friends Sindi and Putra. Both are my friends.

Sindi is one of my friends in Dana's team. She's a funny, lovable, charming, cheerful young woman with pale skin and beautiful hair.

Putra here is not Dana's brother Putra. This one is another Putra. Yeah, in Indonesia it's kinda common, the name 'Putra'. So the Putra that had a wedding today was my junior in high school. We played soccer together. I don't know much about him, since I didn't care about others, especially juniors.

So, they've been dating for some couple of years I guess, and finally today they got married.

I went there with Dana and his brother, the another Putra.

I met some people those used to be my juniors. There were Nadya, Sindy, Icha, Arin, Anggie, Black, Vico, Ara, and some others. Most of the girls were my teammate in women futsal team.

And, I met my old time best friend, Putri Tiara!
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I've Got a New Maid!!

Saturday, January 07, 2012

Oh, thank God! Finally my house's got a maid!

Her name is Tintin.

My old time servant, Suradi took her to our house.

Meeting in Pondok Indah Mall with Dana, Putra, Anne, Novi, Syarifa, and Rianty.

My First Holiday in 2012

Friday, January 06, 2012

I've made Friday as my holiday.

So, all I did today is enjoying my time with my self.

In the evening I went to Rizal's house, actually Rizal's friend's house where Rizal stays.

I went there because Rizal said he painted with his friends every Friday evening.

But when I went there, Rizal was sick.

So I just gave him back his book that I once borrowed, then I went home right away.

Welcome back, My Ordinary Day...

Thursday, January 05, 2012

Met Fathia in her clinic in Veteran.

It was rainy outside.

She was with her friend, Tasha.

We talked from 2 pm until 4.

Then I went to PIM.

Deany and my friend, Ateng were there.

Ateng is my old time friend from UPH.

We were both in the Communication Major in 2004.

Then I moved to Visual Communication Design, and he moved to Product Design.

We met again in Anka's wedding.

We both were the bridesmaid.

There Deany and Ateng met.

Then today they went to watch the movie together.

Ateng took us home at 8.

I was supposed to play futsal with my friends as always, but Mama was in her worst mood for some reasons.

So I didn't have gut to go playing futsal with my friends.

I stayed at home.

Damn!

FX, Fitness, Office, Olives

Wednesday, January 4, 2012

Going to FX earlier this day.

Celebrity Fitness.

Did a little exercises.

Took a bath.

Left FX.

Went to the office.

Took care of some business.

Went back to FX because I left my belongings there.

Bought a can of olives in Food Hall.

Picked up by Mama and Adrian.

Then we went to PIM to pick Deany up.

We also accompanied Mama.

Mama was looking for a pair of winter boots.

She's going to Holland.

She'd be going on January 10.

Went to Factory Outlet in Jalan Veteran.

Cooking Fettuccine with tuna and olives for dinner. Nyummy!!!

Three Little Trashes Sitting Next to Me

January 3, 2012

This morning was sunny and cheerful. Me and Adrian rode our bikes to find some breakfast anywhere. It was really hard to find chicken porridge and ketoprak the last day. But this morning, their activities started running as the usual day.

Adrian and I was first meaning to take Bulbul for a walk. But Adrian also needed to take some money from the ATM. So we went with Bulbul. Adrian rode his bike to the nearest ATM from our house, and I rode slowly to watch Bulbul.

Bulbul met a friend in Kucica. It was a very friendly and funny yellow mixed dog. I think he’s just 1 year old or something. Some man there told me his name, but now I already forget. It was lovely to watch them play. It reminded me of Socky.

While Bulbul played, me and Adrian ate chicken porridge there. Then after his friend went away, Bulbul just sat beside me, waiting until me and Adrian finished the chicken porridge.

After finishing the porridge, we went back home. Then I got ready to meet my friend in McDonald. And, this is what I wrote/typed while waiting my friend:

"I’m in a junk food restaurant, was supposed to meet my old friend, talking about business as always. But she didn’t show up. So I just enjoy my time there, writing my novel. Well, writing.

Not quite a perfect place to write a novel, or even write anything. The three little junior high school students sitting next to me are so damn annoying. Well, I could tell that they are in junior high from how annoying they were. One of them is the most annoying, a geeky boyish girl or maybe a girlish boy (I can’t tell), keep talking about her/himself, and her/his family, and her/his everything. Remind me of me actually. I’ve never know it can be very annoying. I’m sure he/she is pretty annoying too even for her/his two friends. The other two are girls. One of them is pretty sweet actually. She didn’t talk too much. Just listening and smile a little. Well, sometimes they both screaming, but well, junior high teenagers… what can you expect?

In the middle of the time I’ve been here, came a group of older teenagers. From their faces I could tell that they're also annoyed by the junior high school teenagers.

Damn! She/he kept talking shit about everything. I used to be like that when I was her/his age. And everything she/he said is so unimportant. Well, everything seems not important when the one said it wasn't an important person for us.

Anyway, I remember yesterday I thought of something really brilliant.

Oh dear… I thought of something really brilliant yesterday. What was it? Oh I should’ve written that down!

I think it’s something about the butterflies. Not about butterfly, but something related… or maybe a hairbrush. But why hairbrush? A hairbrush?

What did I do yesterday? What did I eat? What did I watch? Who did I talk with?

Oh was it about sense? Was it about consciousness? Something about this life… some brilliant thought.

What?

Come on…

Chicken liver, chicken nuggets, too many rice, no veggies, yoga, jogging, but no, I rode my bike. Flypaper, looking for chicken porridge...

Oh! I hate these noises around me!…

I have some OCD that makes me unable to stand crowd and noises, and people.

When there were too many noises and too many people, too many for me, I would always become nervous and panic. I can’t stand people. I’m allergic to people. I hate people.

…"

Well, that's all, folks!

That's what I thought and typed while waiting. Then it turned out that my friend didn't get my message because her cellphone was having some errors.

... 

Cooking fettuccini carbonara for dinner.

Start the Routine all over again

Monday, January 2, 2012

Ah! Monday! Time to start all the weekly routine....

I was supposed to wake up at 5 (am of course), pray, then do the yoga practice, take Bulbul for a walk, and practice football until 7 am. But I woke up late. I woke up at 6. Still, I prayed, I did the yoga practice, took Bulbul for a walk, and had to cut the football practice just to save the time. I cooked the rice and prepared Bulbul's breakfast.

When I finished with my morning routine, Adrian woke up. Well, I guess he might have been awake earlier. We went to find some breakfast.
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So here's the thing.
I have total 10 blogs here. This one, 'Astari Pahlevi's Diary', and 9 other blogs such as 'Everything about Astari Pahlevi', 'Created by Astari Pahlevi', 'Ronaldo Brazil is the Real Ronaldo', 'Celebrity-Related', 'Mathematic Freak', 'Portfolio', 'Tulisan-tulisanku di Masa Muda', 'Art of Backstabbing', and 'Self-Loving Theory'.

Some of my blogs are really neglected. Even, everytime I had new blog, I would almost forget about the rest. So it's like I don't have fixed time to update my blogs. So this year I've made a system.

I'll write 'Astari Pahlevi's Diary' everyday. That's for sure.

I'll post some artworks in 'Portfolio' at least once a month, every Saturday, everytime I made good artworks on the Friday before it.

I'll do 'Everything about Astari Pahlevi' and 'Mathematic Freak' every first Friday of the month.

I'll do 'Created by Astari Pahlevi' and 'Ronaldo Brazil is the Real Ronaldo' every second Friday of the month.

I'll do 'Celebrity-Related' and 'Art of Backstabbing' every third Friday of the month.

I'll take a break every fourth and fifth Friday of the month. The other two blogs, 'Tulisan-tulisanku di Masa Muda' and 'Self-Loving Theory' don't need to be updated.

So... enjoy!

The First Day of 2012

January 1, 2012

I came home at 3 am or so after the new year party at Dana's house. After the count down last night, we took some pictures and there was something weird with Dana's photos. In every picture where Dana was on the right, there was always a yellowish white light on his right side. So it made us speculating about whatever it is. So we ended the party with scary stories. Well, actually we ended it with a prayer, but I can only remember the scary stories.

So, when Anne and her parents took me home, I became paranoid. I thought of so many scary things--mostly ghosts. Mom was in her room, sleeping, right after opening the door for me. My house was dark and silent. My dad is still on duty. My brother might be partying anywhere. My sister was in the club, being one of the dancers for some artists performance. I was so afraid, so I tried to call them. But they weren't about to come home soon.

So I turned on the TV just to make some noise, turned on all lights, took a shower quickly, then went to my mom's bedroom to sleep with her.

I woke up at 7 am or so. But since it was new year, Mom let me sleep longer. I woke up again at 10 or 11. Then I was busy writing on my blog. Deany came home around 3.30 am... I guess... and she woke up like 12 or 1 pm. Adrian came home at 3 pm.

This is new year but Mama still worked so hard to clean the house.

At night I watched an action-thriller-comedy movie about vampire, I forgot the title. Collin Farrell played the character of a very cruel, scary vampire. It was like vampire version of 'Zombieland'. It was pretty good.

Then I watched 'Flypaper' with Deany. We didn't expect it to be a very good movie, since Patrick Dempsey was the main actor there. We were just meaning to watch something cheesy. But it turned out to be a very good movie. Well, it's pretty good for a movie with Patrick Dempsey in it.