Jealousy

Jealousy is not cute at all.

Jealousy is really ugly. It’s hideous.

Jealousy has something to do with fairness, doesn’t it?

It’s funny, because jealousy itself isn’t fair.

Mothers… I mean most mothers, or at least some mothers,

love even their least favourite child more than they love themselves.

It’s supposed to be enough, isn’t it?

How big is that? How impossible is that?

How could anyone love anyone else more than they love themselves?

However great it might be, it’s often still not enough for the least favourite child.

All this child could care about was the fact that they’re the least favourite.

Many heartless mothers would just heartlessly abort their children.

Yes, I’m anti-abortion. Fuck you! Whatever.

No uterus, no opinion? I have a uterus, so there! My opinion! Cry about it!

Yes, many heartless mothers out there would just heartlessly abort their children.

This child, who was loved and very well-taken care off, could only care about one thing:

They're the least favourite child.

And that’s why jealousy isn’t fair.

The point is...

Yes, you are so allowed to make anyone a person you love the most without expecting them to make you the person they love the most. Love doesn't have to be fair. Love can never be fair.

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On a side note, I don't feel jealous anymore, but I realize I had done some bad things in the past out of jealousy, and every now and then I still have to deal with the consequences.

On another side note, jealousy in a romantic or sexual relationship is even dumber. It's just simply disgusting and doesn't make sense at all. I mean, you can always choose your partners. If you're so jealous, why don't you just leave them and find somebody else? If you really love someone, you should be happy that they're happy, with or without you.