Speaking of My First Love...

Saturday, January 27, 2018

Day 19: Discuss Your First Love

Damn! I just realized I missed day 19. Yesterday was supposed to be the 19th day, not 20th!

Anyway, here's the 19th day.

Today's challenge is to discuss my first love. Well, define 'love'. Because if celebrity crushes count, my first love ever would be... Freddie Mercury!

Oh Freddie Mercury! How can I forget? The moment that he stepped into the room he took my breath away!

No, of course that didn't happen like that. I'm hoping anyone knows the reference though.

So, Freddie Mercury, I think he's the very first celebrity I've been a fan of. So, one day in 1992, I was six, I had a fever, I was really ill, and my dad played me the laser disc of his concert. It was his duet with Montserrat Caballé, singing the theme songs for 1992 Summer Olympic.

He was so charming, entertaining, beautiful, and his voice was, still is, and will always be the most beautiful voice I've ever heard. Forgive me for exaggerating, he's my first love, okay?

There are two songs that I really like until now, 'How Can I Go On' and, the best song in the world, 'Barcelona'. Okay, for the last 7-8 years I've been saying that 'The Fool on the Hill' was the best song ever, but now that I started to listen to 'Barcelona' again, no, 'Barcelona' is the best song I've ever heard.

Okay, so, I fell in love with Freddie Mercury. Then my dad told me that this guy had just passed away a year before. So my first love was a dead guy.

AIDS was the first dangerous disease I've ever known about, because I asked my dad why Freddie died, and he told me that the guy died of AIDS.

But I was still in love with him. I started to love Queen's songs. So, Queen was the first music group I've ever been a fan of. And until now, I still think Freddie Mercury was the best performer I know.

I think, I'm unconsciously influenced a lot by Freddie Mercury. I always imagine that I was him. He's my spirit animal.

I wrote in previous posts that, if I decided to adopt a child one day, I'd name him Farrokh Bulsara, Freddie's real name. I even named my former dog Farrokh Bulsara.

Okay, maybe he's more of an idol for me rather than first love.

So does it mean I failed today's challenge?

Some other times I'll try again to write about first love. Right now I can't think of anyone but the celebs.

Celebrity Crushes

Friday, January 26, 2018

Day 20: Three Celebrity Crushes

Only three?? Come on! I need more!

Okay, recently I'm kinda obsessed with these celebrities:

1. Hugh Jackman
I wasn't a big fan of Wolverine. Isn't it his biggest role? But when I watched 'Les Miserables', I was so in love! I love that movie, the actors are so talented! Hugh is so talented! His act was great, his voice... omg I really love his voice! And then I didn't really think of him at all, I didn't even follow him in any social media. But after 'The Greatest Showman', I just can't stop watching his videos and stalking his Instagram! He jumped into the top of my hottest guys list, beating the one who's now number 2....

2. Jason Momoa
Oh yeaaahh! He's the sexiest man on earth, at least before I've seen TGS. Actually, Khal Drogo is the hottest guy! I fell in love with Jason Momoa as Khal Drogo. But overall, this guy simply has whatever it takes to be sexy. He's super big, he's tall and muscular, he's got the nicest ass I've ever seen, he's so manly and charming, full of energy, and seems to be a very nice guy.

3. Ronaldo (Brazilian)? Ben Affleck? Milo Ventimiglia?
I can't really choose. But I think I'll go with Milo, because I've talked about Ronaldo and Ben Affleck a lot. I'm a huge fan of 'This is Us'. I've liked Milo since 'Gilmore Girls'. He's always been on my top 50 list. But 'This is Us' launched him to number 3! His role as the hot dad Jack Pearson with dat ass. That sexy ass needs its own credit.

Okay, there, my three celebrity crushes!