You know, I'm kinda start this routine all over again: pray 5 times a day, writing diary, Italian-Spanish-Portuguese lesson, meeting 2 - 3 people a day, etc.
But it seems impossible to do all those things!!! And it's very depressing for me! I feel like I'm gonna blow up! I feel like screaming!
I mean, I wanna spend time with so many people I love. I really wanna spend time with them. But it's killing me that I don't have time to spend with my self!! I have times to spend with God, my family, my friends, my job, but not me!!!! Right now I really need me-time!! A big amount of me-time!!! Aaarrhhhhhh!!!!
I NEED LOTS OF ME TIME...!!!! LEAVE ME ALONE PEOPLE!!
Sorry, it doesn't mean I didn't enjoy spending time with my family or my friends. I do enjoy spending time with them. That's why it's always been so hard to me to choose. I mean, when I know my family or my friends having some fun without me, I'd be very upset that I wasn't with them. Because I love them. I really love them. I wanna have so much time to spend with them. But I also need me time!!
Actually, what I want is, please, my family and friends, spend your time with yourself! Don't have fun together without me! Wait until I have time to have fun with you guys! Okay, I know that was selfish.
Sorry. But just remember, when I didn't spend time with you, I feel very sad. But I just can't help it. Because I really need a lot of me-time. Sorry.
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I feel really bad to write something like that.
Sometimes I really wish I could split myself: one part to have fun with those people I love, and other part to have fun with the me-time.
But anyway, I always thank God for everything. I thank God that I have so beautiful, wonderful family (including my cousins, aunties, uncles, nieces and nephews), greatest friends ever, from junior high to work. Really God, thanks for everything you gave me.
But it seems impossible to do all those things!!! And it's very depressing for me! I feel like I'm gonna blow up! I feel like screaming!
I mean, I wanna spend time with so many people I love. I really wanna spend time with them. But it's killing me that I don't have time to spend with my self!! I have times to spend with God, my family, my friends, my job, but not me!!!! Right now I really need me-time!! A big amount of me-time!!! Aaarrhhhhhh!!!!
I NEED LOTS OF ME TIME...!!!! LEAVE ME ALONE PEOPLE!!
Sorry, it doesn't mean I didn't enjoy spending time with my family or my friends. I do enjoy spending time with them. That's why it's always been so hard to me to choose. I mean, when I know my family or my friends having some fun without me, I'd be very upset that I wasn't with them. Because I love them. I really love them. I wanna have so much time to spend with them. But I also need me time!!
Actually, what I want is, please, my family and friends, spend your time with yourself! Don't have fun together without me! Wait until I have time to have fun with you guys! Okay, I know that was selfish.
Sorry. But just remember, when I didn't spend time with you, I feel very sad. But I just can't help it. Because I really need a lot of me-time. Sorry.
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I feel really bad to write something like that.
Sometimes I really wish I could split myself: one part to have fun with those people I love, and other part to have fun with the me-time.
But anyway, I always thank God for everything. I thank God that I have so beautiful, wonderful family (including my cousins, aunties, uncles, nieces and nephews), greatest friends ever, from junior high to work. Really God, thanks for everything you gave me.
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