I Just Wanna Thank God

My condition today

The negative side of me is really, really, really upset and angry.

I was supposed to still be happy about my vacation, writing about it, telling everyone about my story, but I have to deal with the police instead. I was supposed to plan my next vacation trip to Italy, Spain, Portugal, France, anywhere good, but now I don’t know if I would be able to go, because I had to pay my father back. My father was supposed to fill his apartment, but the money has been used for our vacation instead, because the money for our vacation has been stolen.

And after a beautiful days in paradise, now I have to be back in this shit hole, full of shitty people. Only shit people everywhere. And guess what! Now I don’t have a maid! She’s gone!

But you know, I’m so lucky. The reason I’ve been unhappy is actually because I’ve refused to accept that I’m lucky and my life is so much better than most people. I mean, look at my family, look at my life, look at me. I have a wonderful family.

My mom and dad are still here, and they are the best parents in the world. They raise their children very well, with love and responsibility. How many people out there have lost their parents? How many people out there, even have never met their parents? How many people out there are coming from broken home family? How many parents out there got divorce?

I have a sister and a brother, so I know how it feels to have both female and male sibling. They are the best brother and sister. My family is always happy and we love each other. All we ever have to deal is just a little ridiculous family drama. And we have a dog, also the best dog anyone can have. He’s so funny, smart, loyal, and of course love us very much.

I live in a more than proper house. We have a very comfortable and homey house with friendly neighborhood. We live in a peaceful environment.

Me and my siblings finished our school and get a good jobs with good income, and we start to enjoy our life as a real adult. We’re healthy, young, and happy. We can go anywhere we want, do anything we want, because we have the money, the health, and the time.

Maybe our money has been stolen. But we’ve been to Italy, France, Greece, Netherlands, Switzerland, and so much more beautiful countries. Most people don’t have that opportunity.

And I haven’t mentioned my friends. I have so many close friends, and I love them all. They love me, they care about me, they enjoy my companion as I enjoy theirs. I’m so lucky to have everything in this world. So, I just want to thank God for giving me this perfect life. I have nothing to complain about.

I just need to do something with all I have, and do something to share my happiness with the ones don’t have the same opportunity as I do.

So, I will work very hard, with joy and happiness, and positive attitude. And when it’s time, I’ll make my family and friends happy. I’ll help people. I’ll protect the animals and environment. I’ve been spending most of my life thinking about myself. It’s time to think about other people too.

Oh and of course... when it's time... I'll leave Indonesia and go to live in Italy for good!