Day 3:
I should have written this yesterday, but I got sick! I'm sick, and when I'm sick, I become a patientzila. I always have a very bad mood, and I show my true color. So, get ready to hate me in 3..., 2..., 1!
Day 3: What are your top 3 pet peeves?
Death. Diseases. Some people.
Death. I fucking hate death!
Diseases! I hate diseases!
And there are so many of them. Too many of them!
Fuck people who create diseases!
Fuck all the animals who bring diseases!
Fuck all the people who gave me diseases!
Right now I realize, all I ever wanted in life is being healthy and live forever. I want eternity. If I die, I'm gonna be so pissed! I've done nothing in my life! I've been no where! I've been trying so hard pleasing people because I thought I care about them. But you know what? It turned out that I don't. I just realized it now that I'm fucking ill.
I don't care about anyone but me! I know it sounds so selfish and mean, but trust me, the only reason you care about anyone in your life, is because you care so much about yourself in the first place. You don't wanna lose them, you don't wanna see them in pain, you wanna think that, when they die, they go to a better place. It's all about you! You need them to keep you alive!
I don't wanna die.
No, it's not cancer btw. I just caught a cold actually. But there's this fucking diphtheria epidemic surrounding my hometown. And I became very paranoid about it. I become paranoid about a simple cold!
I mean.... People are fucking dying! And I am freaking out. If I die, I wouldn't be happy. I wouldn't be in the better place. I'd be crying over living in this shit hole instead of the paradise on earth I've always wanted to live in.
I'm so scared!
Three days ago my mom kinda left me in a house with someone who probably had diphtheria. I just got the vaccine. But I just found out that vaccine needs days to start working. Wtf!?
And now I'm sick. How am I not worried?
Please don't kill me God! I hate my life! But let me just live a different life! Give me another chance to do everything differently!
Okay now chill. I'm not gonna die.
I'll heal. I'll live. I'll write another story.
I should have written this yesterday, but I got sick! I'm sick, and when I'm sick, I become a patientzila. I always have a very bad mood, and I show my true color. So, get ready to hate me in 3..., 2..., 1!
Day 3: What are your top 3 pet peeves?
Death. Diseases. Some people.
Death. I fucking hate death!
Diseases! I hate diseases!
And there are so many of them. Too many of them!
Fuck people who create diseases!
Fuck all the animals who bring diseases!
Fuck all the people who gave me diseases!
Right now I realize, all I ever wanted in life is being healthy and live forever. I want eternity. If I die, I'm gonna be so pissed! I've done nothing in my life! I've been no where! I've been trying so hard pleasing people because I thought I care about them. But you know what? It turned out that I don't. I just realized it now that I'm fucking ill.
I don't care about anyone but me! I know it sounds so selfish and mean, but trust me, the only reason you care about anyone in your life, is because you care so much about yourself in the first place. You don't wanna lose them, you don't wanna see them in pain, you wanna think that, when they die, they go to a better place. It's all about you! You need them to keep you alive!
I don't wanna die.
No, it's not cancer btw. I just caught a cold actually. But there's this fucking diphtheria epidemic surrounding my hometown. And I became very paranoid about it. I become paranoid about a simple cold!
I mean.... People are fucking dying! And I am freaking out. If I die, I wouldn't be happy. I wouldn't be in the better place. I'd be crying over living in this shit hole instead of the paradise on earth I've always wanted to live in.
I'm so scared!
Three days ago my mom kinda left me in a house with someone who probably had diphtheria. I just got the vaccine. But I just found out that vaccine needs days to start working. Wtf!?
And now I'm sick. How am I not worried?
Please don't kill me God! I hate my life! But let me just live a different life! Give me another chance to do everything differently!
Okay now chill. I'm not gonna die.
I'll heal. I'll live. I'll write another story.
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