Sunday, June 4, 2017
I miss talking about mathematics philosophy and sending cheesy messages with our own encrypted text. With that specific person.
What went wrong, really?
I remember that time when I prayed that one day I'd regret giving up on my one true love for the sake of my freedom.
Why did I make such wish in the first place? Well... Coz I need some drama, maybe? Coz I was curious of what a heartbreak feels like?
One conversation about soulmate vs twin flame and boom! Voila! Here comes the drama I was asking for.
I don't want to get back together. I know for sure I'd just do the same mistake over and over again. But I kinda miss us. No, I really, really miss us. But that most probably is just because we're not together. It's normal to miss or want something we're not recently having. Maybe it's just that.
Anyway, I refused to compromise and make a little sacrifice by giving more of my time to spend together. So maybe it wasn't really twin flames anyway? Maybe it wasn't even love? Am I unable to love? Or am I just unable to spend enough time with the one I love?
I miss talking about mathematics philosophy and sending cheesy messages with our own encrypted text. With that specific person.
What went wrong, really?
I remember that time when I prayed that one day I'd regret giving up on my one true love for the sake of my freedom.
Why did I make such wish in the first place? Well... Coz I need some drama, maybe? Coz I was curious of what a heartbreak feels like?
One conversation about soulmate vs twin flame and boom! Voila! Here comes the drama I was asking for.
I don't want to get back together. I know for sure I'd just do the same mistake over and over again. But I kinda miss us. No, I really, really miss us. But that most probably is just because we're not together. It's normal to miss or want something we're not recently having. Maybe it's just that.
Anyway, I refused to compromise and make a little sacrifice by giving more of my time to spend together. So maybe it wasn't really twin flames anyway? Maybe it wasn't even love? Am I unable to love? Or am I just unable to spend enough time with the one I love?
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